| another clarification...aku takde citer pasal nabilah kat chap and zai. same goes to your sister's story. none of them know. jangan nak buat assumptions lagi dah. aku malas nak layan.
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| i seriously need to get a lifewhat i've done so far...
hahaha...tons!!! like seriously. tons. i've done so many stuffs including getting myself involve with hocus pocus stuff. hohoho...(not in a bad way though)
what i haven't manage to achieve? keeping it. i keep changing the course. i tend to lose most of the thrill. just tell me what i haven't done? umm..maybe bungee jumping, sky diving or anything that requires me to jump from above. anti gravitti? done it. genting sky venture :P hohoho..kira jugak. wall climbing? not yet.
i have a problem being satisfied in terms of experience. i want to explore. when i travel, i dont want to be a tourist. i want to become an explorer. i want to venture to many things. i dont like it if people are trying to stop me. i want to see it all. all the positive stuffs of course. i want go around the globe and treasure every moment of it. i just want to do all. nuff say.
so i seriously need to get a life cos my life is so so uncertain. what i'm aiming now is working at some international company so they would send me abroad. |
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| i'm so screwedthis whole semester i've done nothing but screwing myself up. i skipped classes. like lots of them.
my dissertation topic just been approved last week and need to be submitted 1st sept. (2 weeks time). 0% progress.
i've done nothing but being a self centered bitch. gosh...i don't even want to start talking bout them. its too annoying.
my inter fac (FSPU) girls badminton team made til quarter final and guys made it to the final and achieved silver medal. yupe, there goes 2 years champion title.
i haven't gone back tropicana home since the 1st day of semester except on mama's birthday. tu pun didn't stay overnight there.
i have tonnes of assignments but don't know exactly what topic i was assigned to.
my professional practice lecturer will deduct 3 marks for every absence and i've missed 3 of his classes.
i attended nihongo class only once and have no idea what sensei taught. and that 1 class pun 1 hour only. need to attend badminton tournament.
i've lost my whole classmate due to annoyance to one guy only.
i have lost my motivation in proceding my bachelor degree and expecting a semester extension due to dissertation 's 0% interim report.
i'm so screwed i have no idea what i should do.
i've lost my student card and haven't made a new one cos too lazy to go menara. it's not about the money. it's about energy and time.
i have class tomorrow. shit!!! they all said that they are coming back on Wednesday. see now i have to skip class again cos i'm at ayu's place. im in inconvinience.
i have become the class' mice due to too much annoyance in my soul. i don't wish to get hypertension again like last semester.
there goes. update on how suck my life is now. the only reason i'm happy is because of my diploma friends, few of degree friends, my family and syefri. others are erased from my mind. this what happen when you have too many things to handle but don't have enough strength to overcome them. *sigh
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